The calendar entry.

This morning, I set up the meeting where I will tell my manager that I am leaving. Seeing that calendar entry in writing makes it so real, and at the same time, so unreal. Is this really happening? Am I really leaving the security and stability of this place to seek something more fulfilling, more desirable? For the past year, I have been so consumed by the journey that I never considered the arrival. I'll admit...

I'm scared.

"I command you--be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the LORD your God is with you wherever you go." ~Joshua 1:9

And I'm nervous.

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear..." ~Matthew 6:25

But I'm also excited.

"And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them." ~Romans 8:28

And I'm ready to let God use me in this next phase of my life.